Wow 2020 memberikan kontribusi terbesar pada karirku, 1 tahun ini aku 2 kali ganti kerja loh, mungkin karena timpang tindih dengan Covid-19 yang dari 2019 gak kelar – kelar, industry di tempat kerja lama ku bener bener kena ancaman, pariwisata mana yang bisa profitable di Tahun 2020 kecuali memang banyak terobosan untuk jor-joran harga miring.
Dari zona nyaman di kerjaan sebelumnya aku berterimakasih di 2020 ini aku lebih banyak bergerak maju. Satu lagi aku bertemu Clara sebagai teman curhat di Kantor pas di Bintan dulu, semakin deket kek udah kenal lama, Terimakasih 2020, Aku lebih banyak menghargai diriku sendiri, Selamat membuka lembaran cerita yang mungkin bisa saja baru bisa saja itu lembaran 365 yang berbeda jilid tapi sudah dihitungkan porsi bukunya sesuai selflife kamu, jadi jangan terlalu taking for granted ya masih banyak pekerjaan rumah yang belum diselesaikan.
November gave me a lots of surprises, made life worth to be watching than living haha
in just 5 days, I can guarantee what will happen next day, some routine like work that we wish for making our life’s better, perhaps it will, I am just a new girl in the office, don’t make many friends, I met some great people that I admire, I meant I don’t know them personally but their background seems good to be true.
There’s a girl that always give you happiness when you hear their voices, she breaks the environment of hectic works and silent, when he push that door, that voice is so delightful, I always thinking we born in this way and that way, some others are boring person and the rest are crazy people, when it’s mixed up in the same place certainly not every day though, that environment brings up to live.
it’s about WFO and WFH schedule we have in this pandemic, hard to meet each other, I am sure my job timeline is always about focus and actual, I need more silent otherwise I can not control that numeric. time by time new girl in the office passed that adapting moments, not full of course dot dot haha, so she get used to it (me). so when they around and you overheard their conversation that is very funny you could laugh together, even though it’s like loner laugh at something that they were focus on computer rather than joining them in that funny conversation, that time I gratitude themselves to bring that moment once in a while “oh really some people make me realize still have emotions in those hectic work.
it’s not only in early November if you were excited for new things, adapting things, some challenging work to be pop up in whatsapp message or order by boss or senior. that closing moment it’s only time your notebook has too many list to be improved for your next routine at work. I was very happy and feel contented when I made more conversation that it used to be at work, actually in overtime hours like 7-9 pm. more like social engineering haha… waiting each other to close their computer and even talking about something negative at work, I added more positive to them “our routine is like this to get that money at 28th every month, glad to be us now, feel so sorry to friend that of mine or ex colleague out there that struggling to receive half salary or even not at all in this pandemic”, they agreed and we smiled together looking at each other and saying good bye.
oh that works story ends there,
moving into friendship, I have penpal, He is from Egypt, I am glad that I knew such good long distance online friend for long time, I really really admire egyptian tradition old and modern, some of it was exotic and so many things to learn, especially it’mixed arab and african tradition, that women and how they survived in those tradition, I was at the bookstore bought some novels by Egyptian writer, it was famous novelist, and I remember I read the booktittle “egyptian women and their sexuality tradition”, my budget was limit that time, so I didn’t bring them to home, after that next time I have enough money to bring them to my bookshelf, but the shop already closed, they suffered from bankruptcy and literally Indonesian do not love to read 😦 how sad is that.
I really want oneday to visit Egypt so I made good friend with Mohammed al Khaldy since we are in University, chatting around the world to make friends since highschool made me easy to talk with people that never next to me haha, I have lots of online friends that time I was so happy to back to school because I am not allowed to use phone in HighSchool so I will back to computer at home and met our online friend around the world, they made me listen to their songs, learn their language, read their books (novels) wandering the world by reading and listening, but only Mohammed is closed one. We talked about Study, tradition, salary, and how that consumption style and cost of living, he made me see their tradition eventhough it’s only pictures.
I am so happy to see that oneday Mohammed can marry girl of his dream, I just saw it in facebook, then I scroll down to his wife’s timeline, I found friends of her posting picture and video, truly amazing. I congratulate Mohammed and he still wait for me to visit Egypt, he asked about my have no relationship and give his opinion about it. Dear Mohammed Mabrouk Allah akram!
Then I was surfing the internet for Telkomsel/provider redeem points I found redeem rewards for sweetescape, and can be mixed with Traveloka points (travel agency online) wow I have enough points for it. But I think to myself again, what kind of occasion I need for that fancy photographer booking. I don’t have much great moments to share.
no great moments, no special. ahh let’s do it again Valda! your life not end just like that. still have more to catch up with yourself.
read till you dead 